Chapter 2: Funny Little Naked Clowns
December 1968
147:00:42. On December 27, Apollo 8
splashes down in the Pacific Ocean. The U.S.S. Yorktown is on scene for the
rescue: the astronauts on board by 12:20 p.m. (EST), the Apollo capsule by 1:20
p.m. (EST).
(Hollywood, California)
Stoney’s back.
He shows me 500 tabs of STP bought from his San Francisco source. I’ve never
seen so much acid at one time.
We drop some Blue Cheer – yeah, I am going to put down for good – just
one more trip...
Stoney undresses; we try making love, but it just isn’t happening. On the
way home, he visited some dealer friends and shot up heroin. God, I hate that
stuff. How can anyone enjoy shooting up a drug that makes you stupid? Heroin
addicts just lie around, drooling and slurring their words – no fun at all,
human door stops, always passed out.
Once the acid kicks in, I no longer care about screwing Stoney – I’m off
on my own trip, a bummer...enter the King of Schlock...Slip, slip, slip into
Bobby Goldsboro hell, a world of clowns:
See the funny little clown
See him laughing as you walk by,
Everybody thinks he’s happy
Cause you never see a tear in his eye.
No one knows he’s crying,
No one knows he’s dying on the inside...
Stoney’s drug dealing friends show up; everyone’s a clown, I’m in a
roomful of clowns, red cheeks and noses, white pancaked faces, all in clown
costumes, with ruffles around their necks, hands, and feet. Big curled up shoes
and psychedelic wigs the color of rainbows, and they’re all singing “See the
Funny Little Clown,” some cartwheeling all over the place, others balling up
bread bags, setting them on fire, and dropping the sizzling balls to the rug.
Smoke and burning plastic fill the air.
Even the naked clowns still wear their shoes, ruffles, and wigs, even as
they make love with other clowns...
I’m just a spectator.
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